I feel, I say, I do...This my L.I.F.E...

一个你看不见的人

2012-02-08T03:53:00.001+08:00

很多时候我们身边有很多人出现。。。往往一些你很想得到他人注意的，他并看不见你的存在。。。或许他感觉到你的存在，但你的存在并不带表着什么意义。有一天，他回头看到你的时候，他最多会和你打招呼，但其实他不懂那一声招呼是给与多么的温暖。。。如果一天你回头看见我，其实这遇见并不是偶尔，而是我从人海中亲近你，唯求是让你笑容温暖我。

i see you...

2011-09-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

It is fate we meet each other...the sky have a lot of star, but you are the one attract me...you are the shinning one, you are one I SEE YOU...

You never know the feel i am, you never know that i... ...
It just make me keep thinking of you, i know this is not right...but i cannot control my mind. I should bang my head to the wall...because i was think over...

Few days ago, i was very surprisingly seeing you in there. This is the first time i guess right, i hope i did have a chance, i do hope i can walk near you...but the chance is not for me. I know it...If there really a chances, i do not know what should i do...

I hope the brave is with me. Everything i hope now, if it come true...then i believe one thing...life is dramatically...if yours not, then i should tell you, yes i am.

If one day, you see this...i just want to let you know...
your face is make me warm...
your smile is brighten my day...but i think you will never see this...because the distance of us is only I SEE YOU...

Releash....

2011-08-07T01:44:00.003+08:00

Life should have some way to releash our stress, unhappy moment and ect. But few year ago, because of you and I chose the way which not turning back and it is a wrong way to releash my stress. I hope to change it but it need take sometimes and my self control. I hope to change it in one day...one day have a brand new of me.

It always its too late, but i think chances is there, just I not take it yet...please wake up.

過去的事。。。

2011-08-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

從前有一個小孩因好奇心重而犯錯了錯事，他好奇心很強，沒有他不想嘗試的東西。
最終，他犯的太錯了。。。錯到回不過頭了。。。
俗語說因果循環。。。及之外的名言。。。對。。。他實現了。。。他把過去的過分玩樂，得到現在的回報。。。
他不曾得到被愛，因為他不懂什麼叫愛。。。他只懂將心比心的回報。。。
你相信你越想得到的東西，就是越想得不到的嗎？我相信。。。
因為我就是得不到我最想要的。。。就算真的給到我了，我可以問，你在玩我嗎?(T.T)
我已經很久沒有這樣的感覺了，為何你偏偏要在此時此刻出現。。。
最活該的事，我就這樣跳河自盡。。。誰能告訴我是我想多了。。。
誰能把我拉起。。。沒有。。。你只能告訴你自己，你天生就命中獨立。。。不需依靠。。。
所有事情都有的自己撐下去。。。只能說你就是一顆行星。。。還是太陽。。。
很想說，其實太陽也想要陪伴，只是永遠就是沒人接近的了。。。而太陽它只能在遠處對你微笑。。。

鯉魚的故事

2011-07-01T11:25:00.002+08:00

萬物皆有性。。。真的不能說動物沒性。。。它們只是不會說話而已，其實它們比人類有性。。。
我家有一對鯉魚，養了四年多。。。一天有一隻跳了出來，弄傷了腰。。。把它放回去池中時，它的身體不能直了。每天就躺在地上，另一隻每天在受傷的身旁徘徊。

它。。。去世了。。。另一隻也開始沒有胃口的每天躲在一個角落間。。。吃不下，也沒有遊來遊去，只停留在哪兒。。很悲慘因為它另一半去世了。。。看到這，我心裡有一點為它難過。。。

一個月後，它也隨後而去世了。。。也許如果，有人可開導它，它就不會死。。。唉。。。

願它們在極樂一起開心吧。再一起遊玩!

害怕

2011-06-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

最近身體不是很舒服，我也不懂怎麼辦。。。很害怕一天我一睡不起，那時真的很對不起我家人。。。
人長大了，就會有很多顧慮，怕這樣怕那樣。。。哪有小時候那麼無憂無慮的過日子。。。長大後，做的每一件是都必須負起責任。苦心能像誰訴。。。誰能體諒我。。。

現在寫得部落格也不想放在網了，因為怕你們看見。。。也許有一天朋友們還記得我有這個部落格，偶然來讀一讀。

我真的開始怕了，沒人能安撫我心情。。。我唯有強硬撐著。。。我不能讓家人擔心。。。這路上是只有我一人。。。我必須迎面而笑的過我每一天。。。做我該做的。。。

多麼希望有人來輕問我一聲啊。。。但最好不。。。因為我不懂怎樣說。。。

给自己的话

2011-06-13T02:02:00.003+08:00

我今天做错了一件很错的事情。。。我竟然是这样的人。。。但不做都已经做了，还想怎样。。。
我不能就这样和你说声对不起，我真的觉得我良心被狗吃了。。。为什么当时我会这么冲动的做出那样的决定。。。
我现在很过意不去。。。这事不能重来，我只能诚心的在这愿你没事。。。很对不起。。。真的。。。对不起。。。

虽然你看不到这些东西，但我发誓，我不会再犯同样的错误。。。这是我在此对你的承诺。。。
唉。。。超不安心的一晚。。。我的良心在那。。。我应该如何。。。为什么我就是这样。。。
难道你真的不怕？好好的照顾好自己吧。。。因果循环，我该有应得的那天。。。

从今天起，好好的反省吧。。。

睡不著的夜晚

2011-04-19T03:50:00.003+08:00

遲遲睡不著的深夜，讓我想起你們。就算多努力的不去想，閉上雙眼，我還是想起與你們一起的生活。

遺憾的事，大家都各有目標，有的遠離家鄉到外地工作，努力賺錢。有誰不想，但我還是決定留下，因為我懂我要的生活。

朋友啊，朋友啊。。。忽然間我好想再煮一餐豐富的晚餐，與你們聚歡共樂，喝著糖水與你們說笑，得空推開你們的門，叫爽一下。。。這生活彷彿不再重現因為我們已各散東西了。雖然住在一起的我們一時會不爽對方，但我們還是相處了那三個月。。。這帶表我們合得來，因為我們是明白事理的人。。。

我很想改變現在這一切，但這並不是我能改變的。因為我們有長大成人的負擔。。。

有時我很牽強的去說'我沒有'，但心底話。。。我有。。。
真的很懷念你們的笑聲呢。。。也許真的夜了。。。也該睡了。。。晚安。朋友們。

猫咪-kitty

2010-11-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

我家前晚来了一只野猫。。。
它虽然看起来很大只，但其实它还是一只小猫咪。。。
它，好像在寻找它母亲。。。因为它不停的在叫。。。不但如此，它还不会吃东西呢。。。
喂它吃鱼，它不会吃，吃了之后还在抽下抽下。。。最后还是吃了。。。

下午时，我回到家，找不到它躲在那儿睡觉。。。忽然间，听到外来猫叫声，kitty很快的不知从某个角落冲出，并命在叫。。。之后还在门那儿坐着，等待。。。及叫喊。。。好可怜啊。。。

晚了。。。它累了。。。它把我车轮便成它的安乐窝。。。

它在偷看我看它睡觉。。。哈。。。它睡得慢舒服的。。。
希望它以后过的很好吧。。。^^

无名

2010-11-21T01:37:00.004+08:00

回来后，所写的都去怀念的日子。。。其实多怀念都好，那已是过去式。。。
过去的日子不再拥有，回味是无穷。。。如果再来一次，那应该是另一种味道。。。并不在是第一次那么好味。。。
渐渐不再去想了。。。也该停了。。。不再在这里写英国事了。。。

如果，过去能从来你说多么好。。。
很多人应该很想吧，哈哈。。。

人逐渐长大了，有一点害怕了。。。
害怕黑暗的到来再也见不到黎明。。。

我，怀念的。。。日子 2

2010-11-08T01:33:00.005+08:00

这是我们出去必经过的街道。。。我在此留下无数的脚印及回忆。。。每次我们都是很吵闹的走出去买东西。。。
这里是一个很小的住宅区。。。很宁静，很舒服的感觉。。。最重要是，安全。。。
这有一间屋子的小孩还会和我们说你好。。。

来到大路了。。。我们每次都冲马路过这一条隧道路。。。其实只是开始，之后发现有一条比较安全的路。。。
这是一个在河底下的隧道哦。。。经过这隧道能通往利物浦对岸。。。

这是利物浦的巴士。。。我没去尝试，因为它收费8pound。。。
乘着它，你能游利物浦市镇一圈。。。那时看到这种巴士真的很兴奋。。。因为我国没有。。。

最后来到中心了。。。这一条街两旁有很多商店。。。我们就是在此疯狂购物。。。疯狂走街。。。
我真的很怀念它。。。因为从家步行十五分钟就到达了。。。可走走之余也能做下运动。。。
走在街上，有很多卖唱的人在唱歌赚钱。。。要不然，有时会有表演。。。夏日风暖暖吹在面上。。。感觉舒服多了，因为暖的来带些冰冷。。。棒极了。。。

我，怀念的。。。日子

2010-11-05T02:10:00.005+08:00

这一天，我们兴高采烈的乘飞机到老远的国土-英国。。。
想起当天，我们到达目的地，我们觉得冷，很兴奋，一到达休息一会儿我们就出去走走了。。。
那天的心情，是如此的开心。。。

这是我们的宿舍外，出发前就拍下一张照。。。

这是我们吃英国的第一个午餐。。。

我们从今天开始，就是在国外生活的一班学生。。。
现在想起来，还真的不敢想象自己曾经在国外生活了三个月。。。今天在facebook upload我背包旅行照。。我就决定写下我还记得的事。。。因为开始觉得那三个月旅程渐渐的模糊了。。。每天感觉，一觉醒来它就会减少一点。。。因为现实的现在已把过去给抹去。。。我，怀念的。。。日子。

梦一场

2010-10-13T00:49:00.002+08:00

突然间，觉得自己好像做了一个梦。。。
这梦确实是真实但却很不可能。。。其实这梦就是我曾在国外修学。。。
有些人盼望机会出国，但是却不能。。。而我，尽然在国外修学三个月。。。不但如此，还在国外徘徊了一个月。现在回想起，真的如梦一场。。。梦醒了。。。我站在我国土地。。。过去的日子好像在梦境一样，醒了。。。剩下那一点记忆碎片在脑海隐隐浮浮的。。。
如果哪真的是一场梦，我祈求我不醒。。。

不习惯

2010-10-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

回到马来西亚了。。。很不习惯呢。。。
闷热的天气。。。让我不想动。。。再来也小病一会儿。。。哎。。。
回来也好，有父母亲的照顾。。。

我还是比较喜欢生活在国外。。。只是那短暂的生活，但它已让我爱上了它。。。
我喜欢走在那路上的感觉。。。冷冷的。。。到出走走，卖菜回家煮吃。。。
也许人人厌倦吃面包的生活，但我尽爱上那吃面包的生活。。。哈哈。。。面包搽nutela。。。夹ham。。。
可能有些东西，短暂反而觉得好，久而久之就觉得不好呢？
接受现实吧，已回到属于你的地方。。。多么的不习惯，这还是属于你和适合你的地方。。。
时间走了，事也淡了。。。就不再有这不习惯。。。^^

阴沉的早晨

2010-09-16T13:03:00.003+08:00

九月十六日六点十分左右

这一个早晨很阴沉。。。
睡梦中被叫醒的我，忽然间几位朋友和我招手说再见。。。

对。。。这就是我们一起在欧洲旅行的最后一天，也是我和他们分开的一天。。。
分离时总是不舍，大家告诉自己还有机会再见。。。其实已渐渐忘记自己在长大。。。毕业后的我们真的还会这么聚在一起吗？以后，大家生活就是以家庭与工作奋斗。。。也有很多而外的是因而不见啦。。。

昏昏欲睡的我，突然issac给了一个分离的拥抱，此时此刻未全醒的我以为他的哭泣是开玩笑。。。
之后才懂其实这不再是玩笑了，醒过来时真的是结束一切的时刻，我们不再生活在一起了。。。在国外修学与旅行真的须填上句号而在开始另一段故事了。。。我们的事是未来的怀念。。。泪也从眼眶里流出。。。

他们离开了我房，我立即准备再出去找他们，还赶得及巴士开车前和他们招手再见。。。只差一句再见。。。
相信打家是眼泪洗面的清晨。。。还以为小忍一会睡了就没事。。。挥手之后，回到房里看见dexter留下的byebye。。。还以为没事的我，最终还是忍不到了。。。

睡呀睡，睡呀睡。。。泪水不停留。。。
不能蒙上双眼，因为回顾当初的我们。。。我真的很不舍得你们。。。
很不舍得与你们笑过的夜晚，走过的日子，留下的回忆。。。

这就是让我看见了之后深度怀念的回忆
7032 dexter
7081 li sun
7150 anson
7206 Isaac
7209 piau
7265 lemon
7268 foo
7327 simon
7383 mok
7386 bowie
7445 jasmine
7501 jeong
7504 jia
7622 may kim
7681 ken
7785 kok
7856 jia hui
7938 li ming

看着我们买的badge，回忆起我们多么的开心旅行。。。
希望你们在伦敦好好的游玩。。。kl再见吧。。。

p/s：把我给叫醒那位，快出来ho，我要请你吃‘大餐’！

失望

2010-08-29T11:45:00.003+08:00

之前写了篇- 心记。。。内写了不懂为什么而付出。。。
今天让我第二次懂了，原来我的付出得来现在这样的回报。。。
想起，当天我接受了你们的道歉，但今天的事我真的如此失望。。。

原来平时我多不喜欢欠人，尽量做到公平，但今天给我感觉原来，我在人家心里是一个拿了人家钱而不还的。。。有人说我想多了，很难免我会不去想，因为我在乎。。。因为在乎所以尽量做到最好。。。
但是我今天忘了我顾问和我说的一句话。。。更改中。。。谢了，晶莹。也许你忘了，但是我是铭记你的劝告。
但是我依然记得你们告诉我，你做好事没人懂，你做坏事人人懂。。。

在这三个月里，一开始我给于朋友的照顾，是出自我心，别无用意，难道对一个人好需要理由？
真的万万没想到人家会想到我是有意去做的。。。他真的‘有難時是朋友割蓆時分左右轉過頭分開走。’
之前以为是说说，原来是准确的。。。哈哈。。。好笑透了。。。

另外的，认识你们不久。。。也许你们朋友多，多我一个不多，少我一个不少。。。能说的我已说了。。。
由你们喜欢吧。。。我会尽量把钱算好分出来还给大家。

这次让我想起下乡，难道每次一个事件过后，一定有人喜欢马后炮？很可笑呢。。。
为什么明明之前有意见的人都不提出呢？
之前大家都懂要买gps去scotland。。。二手和新机一样价钱当然是买新的啦。。。保障嘛。。。
再加上，买一架新的和租一架新的一样价钱！那里有人会去租。。。
现在买了，一个不爽，现在反问我做什么当初不买二手。。。可笑。。。
还有，现在在意什么？原本那笔钱就是要拿去租的，租了还要还！现在我们还有那架机，你还想怎样。。。我们还可以拿回一点钱呢。。。我只是迟一点卖因为迟点有用到。。。难道我帮你们得来的福利，我多用一回儿也不能吗。。。但也还好这个朋友的精密计算，算出收多了7.45，要不然，我看我可以跳黄河水了。

这些横财，我不需要，家人教导忠直，我才不会有辱他们呢。。。

终结

2010-08-28T11:09:00.004+08:00

终结呀。。。每次要到结束那刻总是依依不舍。。。
利物浦的故事开始于二十九号五月。。。即将结束在二号九月
回想起来，真的很快呀。。。所有事情也来的快走得快，想想，
当初大家来到这里很陌生，很节省。。。现在，大家已回到原来的自己。。。回到大马的我们。。。
除此自外。。。朋友从陌生变友好，也有从友好便生疏，这些通通发生在这三个月。。。
我的人生永远因三个月而流下深刻回忆。。。之前三个月的下乡回忆。。。现在三个月的利物浦记忆。。。

在利物浦度过了三个月，开始的一个月时间快的很慢很轻松，一旦踏入第二个月。。。光阴似水流。。。这样就过去了。然而，我也照下了我们的回忆录。。。
我懂有一天，我会因它而流泪。。。几十年后，我会慢慢的想起与你们的点滴，不会忘记。。。

离别总是痛。。。但回忆总是笑。。。甜。。。
这次真的要说：‘今须一别，不知日后几时再相见’这短暂的分离，总是让大家担心以后。。。（T。T）
以后真的很难说。。。这一刻与下一秒，你真的不懂会发生什么事。。。你只能珍惜此时此刻。。。

英国 - scotland 旅行

2010-08-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

夏天学期进入尾段，在此刻，我计划了scotland背包旅行。。。
听闻背包会比团费来的便宜，但是其实也不是简单的事。。。策划方面有很多事商讨，很多事需要帮忙。。。如果没有策划好，到时会浪费时间。。。
scotland 旅行决定得很迟，所以很多东西都很赶，例如找房间。。。这是一个很大的问题，因为budget，所以须很便宜的房间，而我又不是一人，是十三人。。。短期间，要找十三人的房并不容易。。。累。。。再加上这几天朋友聚会，更没有时间去准备。。。希望一切顺利。。。

七天六夜之旅

第一站。。。lake distric
听闻须爬山，风景一定很美了！上次在peak distric也是很美！很大自然，风景真的有如一幅画。。。

第二站。。。glasgow
我们将在此睡一晚。。。不大清楚这里是一个怎样的地方。。。哈哈。。。之后就懂了。。。

第三站。。。isle of skye
这里是一个岛。。。上网看了照片！很美！现在才懂外国的大自然是多么美。。。即将在此住一天！！爽！！

第四站。。。john o groat
英国的天涯。。。

第五站。。。inverness
不大清楚。。。

第六站。。。aberdeen

第七站。。。dundee

第八站。。。edinburg
听说很美，castle需要十四磅。。。期待。。。

第九站。。。alwick castle
harry potter 拍摄场景，有时间会去。。。

第十站。。。chatsworth house
听闻是很美的花园和屋子。。。有时间会逗过去。。。

天气呀天气，这几天要美美哦！！谢了。。。我要继续工作了。。。哈哈

什么？

2010-07-29T09:10:00.003+08:00

哎。。。最近的心情怪怪，不懂自己到底想什么。。。
要做什么都不懂。。。说不出的感觉呢。。。哎。。。

走呀走，走呀走。。。还能走多久。。。
笑呀笑，笑呀笑。。。一起常欢笑。。。
心底事，谁能知。。。自己数心事。。。
夜风吹，忆回生。。。牵挂过往事。。。
宁静夜，躺床也。。。睡梦忘我了。。。
睡一觉，起身笑。。。日子会美好。。。
笑一笑，去伤好。。。快乐又来到。。。
未来事，知多少。。。天天快乐好。。。

^^

心

2010-07-26T07:22:00.002+08:00

心...为开心,伤心,担心,没心,有心,好心,良心,妒忌心,不忍心...
小时妈笑我好心...因为捐了十块钱给人,钱还是和妈妈说谎拿的...哈哈...最后被骂蠢...
大时被笑有良心...因为看朋友之间赌博,朋友做庄派钱我依然赌一块,啊姨笑我...

告诉自己开心过日子,伤心一天,开心一天,为不开开心心过呢...所以我一直的玩乐...
也许你们觉得这样年纪的我还不工作很没出息,没用,浪费时间,但是我能说...虽然对不起父母,但是我还是感谢他们让我在这期间把他们的钱给我享受我现有的每一刻,以后一旦我工作,我一定要你们享受的过日子...
我很少有担心,因为只要我给自己信心,我相信能打败担心!
一时自己的妒忌心很重,但是还好控制的到...
其实我自己真的有心吗?有良心?和好心?我不懂...我只懂随心去做事就对了...
也许真心的对待并没有什么回报,但是...我能做的已做了...^^
也许事有一些事情羡慕也是得不倒,应该是命运吧...哈哈...
经常因为一些小事情而开心,但是对别人来说是,人家会说这样也开心,傻的...对!我就是这么傻...我就是为那么的一点小事开心...哈哈...

在利物莆,朋友羡慕我家的人,因为我煮晚餐给他们吃...
我不懂这是什么心,也许背后你们会说我傻...但是我傻了这么多年,就让我这么傻吧...

Beloved in memoirs of Grandpa

2010-07-20T18:08:00.009+08:00

我想这标题应该是这样吧。。。

今天早上，外公去世了。。。生年xx，只懂他看起来很老就对了。。。
住在养老院的他，我和妈妈每次上怡保都有时去探望他。。。虽然他很少说话，也应该分不清谁与谁。。。
每次探望他，就带着他喜欢吃的鸡腿，叉烧包去探望他，他还吃的津津有味。。。

其实外公他很静，在我小时候也很少和他说话。。。
现在他去世，
脑海浮现的是六十的他，被人说成七十多。。。
走路很慢的他，喜欢把雨伞勾在肩膀。。。
前年新年探望他，看见外婆他哭的样子。。。
吃着鸡腿，摇着双脚享受的样子。。。

这照片原本打算在08年拍。。。之后退到10年。。。
其实一张全家福。。。真的很难凑合到全部。。。

其实这也是一张不完整的全家福。。。
因为某些原因所以不要拍。。。这是一张缺了大儿子，大婶，两个小孙子，二姨丈及小姨男友的全家福。。。

相信这也是这么久以来，外公第一次拍照？之前应该是很久很久以前的事了吧。。。也许是没有。。。

这是微笑吗？大家在拍照，外公也不禁的露出那一点的笑容。。。

过生的他，愿他在远方有另一段好日子。。。R.I.P in 20-7-2010

对外公的过生，有点感触。。。不禁的流泪。。。
心里有很多说不出的感觉。。。

法讷之夜篇

2010-07-16T11:16:00.003+08:00

多久没有用华语写下部落格。。。
很多东西就是很久很久也没做了。。。
这宁静的夜晚，和朋友聊天让我回忆起一些不快的事。。。
忽然间觉得很多不起一位朋友。。。一位曾经交心谈话的朋友，发生的事情其实我不能解释，但是现在已不重要。。。因为那是过去式。。。最终还是我的错。。。只能说抱歉。。。
忽然间也想起了几年前的你，不知现在的你过得怎样？没有那股勇气去试问，没勇气。。。讨厌忘记了你的部落格把它留在家。。。哎。。。
其实也蛮久没有在这写这些感情篇。。。也许因为之前的事因所以就没写在这了。。。
夜晚就是容易让人回忆。。。泪不再流，因你不喜欢流泪的人。。。也想起msn给你玩笑的TT,最后会惹你不欢，虽然到现在我依然很喜欢用它。。。哈哈。。。
今晚我在想着的，我是否因你而改变了？真的变了吗。。。？已多久了，为什么还是放不下。。。都多久了那感觉还是会隐约出现。。。这是第一次喜欢的感觉吗。。。哈。。。无论怎样都好，我已被取消资格再去喜欢上你。。。内心只会存放着你。。。直到那一天的到来。。。也许有一天我会想再听一听你的声音，希望哪一刻你的电话是可被接通。。。
这夜让我想起很多人，也有一位朋友，我曾经用心对待而换来的不爽。。。过了不久我已不再去解意这一会事儿。。。依然做会朋友。。。我很感谢他曾经对我的评语，我在努力改变，虽然事情还是没有改良，也许我还是没有让人值得信任的那一点。。。也许我对自己还是不大有信心。。。但是，渐渐的我已领悟了另外一些事情。。。朋友嘛。。。不用多说一句，有事找你你不必说话，有你陪伴就足够了。。。对吗？
夜了，要睡了。。。不会把这篇文更新在面子书。。。^^

life in liverpool 3

2010-06-25T02:37:00.014+08:00

yup...we into the 3rd week of we stay in UK...times goes very fast...just left 2 month for me to stay in this cold environtment, friendly people...mood is start changing because of the times goes by...i still do enjoy about the moment i had in here...

today, is quite moody...reason of it, is about my pool english speaking skill and listening...really disappointed to myself...haiz...it such a shame study a lot but cannot speak well...but i tell myself now, do it well and try your best...^^ just be confident then ok already...because you always lack of confident...anywhere, it make me so curious how come that PORK will know i moody...chech, haha...but still thx your concern la...tell me a good reason which is everyone have language barrier...haha...

besides, today i'm so directly answer one of my friend question, but i no means to offended...it's true why i always bring along my camera however how heavy inside my beg...i just don't want miss any moment in here...truly, i come here really enjoy the day in here...of course need to take care for my study too...but i will be concentrate more on explore the places in UK...if not, i would not come here to study for 3 month...but i know everyone come here have their own reason...so this is my reason...^^

back to here...i would like to share some photo i take in this 3 week...
this is my school...the far+est school of LJMU...this is the 1st day we have class...

after the 1st day school...we are having a holiday again...haha...so we go to walk around liverpool again...here is liverpool 1

opposite liverpool 1 is alber dock...so after the shopping we went to there before we went home...

it is a happy weekend again, i insist to go out, it so lucky my friend also want to hang out too...it is a worth day to hang out because we saw event on this weekend...it is a help heros event...something like carnival show...a lot of people and we take some picture with them.

after we watch the event, we walk to merseyside...it's a port too...a nice port with some nice building...

before we went to mersey side, we rest a church yard...fortunately, someone is having their wedding party...so we sit a side having our lunch and seeing their wedding...haha...

ok...it's time to end this part of my blog...with a full excited ending which is...a very nice experiences for me...which is this guy

i saw him ridding a nice motor on the road, i try to capture him and he show me "v" and then he stop at traffic light...i run back and take picture of him...he are so nice...he drive motor to a side and come down and ask me ride on it...hehe...isn't it excited? i was so happy because having this experiences...it is nice to meet him...hehe...

food

2010-06-22T07:41:00.016+08:00

It so fast, almost one month we been here - Liverpool...

this blog is about the food i cook in here for 94 housemate....^^ 3dish 1 soup...but i no take any soup picture...hehe...

here is the 1st dish...sweet sour chicken meat...this is the irst time i make this dish by myself only...

2nd dish is just some vegetable

this is onion egg...

this is mash potato...

this is curry chicken...cook by little gal

chicken with oster oil...

what vegetable is this?

cucumber lolx...

this is a delicious meat...

potato with chicken

this is my another set lunch...lolx...

fried rice with hot dog, chilli, chicken meat, vegetable, ikan bilis, carrot...and egg

wahaha...this is the new food...but not so successfully, will cook again but it still delicious...just too sweet...name coca cola chicken...

Liverpool life 2 week pass

2010-06-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

It so fast, we all been here living for 2 week pass already…happiness, unhappiness, irratating and others matter had happen among us…although it not a serious problem but it just a small complaining about each…but…what I should do now, I still need to keep myself relax and enjoy myself in this 3 month…my memorable 3 months in here…you know, I really feel the different mood in here…quite comfortable for me, maybe it is still fresh for me…
A lot of long story I did not tell here but I try to keep sharing my feel in here…because I kinda busy…every morning wake up, you had to prepare yourself breakfast, and then lunch to bring out and while I back I need prepare food for my housemate…yup, may be you think that is some kind of stupid action or waste time to cooking for all people, but I do enjoy the moment…because it is no other times to do this kind of thing in future with this mood…^^ sometimes i might think harder to find out what should I cook today…haha…because everything is hard to find in here…actually…I think me, our 94 family…I happy to do this thing with u all…eating together…haha…it’s some kind of experiences for all of us stay in one block…haha…run down to get pan run up to cooking…run down to borrow thing again…94 family is a happy home…because every day I try to make 3 dish and 1 soup…hehe…hope the food I cook is won’t poison die u all…haha…but it prove that is no problem, because the food I cooked, you all had been ate 2 week…you all still alive…~crap~
Sometimes you would not know what will happen next, everything is change when we come to UK…it not anymore the group we are… mind change, caring, counting, and some other stuff make we all start divided…it’s really some bad thing…before we come to UK, we are happy and seem unity…but in here, it seem you die is your matter…what the point? Yup, money is the problem, but I would like to know isn’t it you use ringgit then u would not count the little amount but when you lie by a word pound then u will count like a PHD and more stronger than a scientific calculator…anywhere, that’s not the matter again…I just was looking around…because that your choice, I cannot talk much…because is self problem...everything begin because of something…as a friend…what can I do? What I know now is…I should enjoy the moment I had…since you chose to come here study for 3 month, you already expect what you will have in this 3 month…you know you need to be independent, we need to take care of each other since that only us are knowing each other. And then why still complaining the life in here? Would you just think it at another way? Just saying bored and this and that…blah blah blah…haiz…
Okay, although I saying a lot thing happen among our group…but now come back to myself…hehe…studying in here, really a nice experience for me…different style in here…may be TARC should learn it…beside of studying, of course I still no wasting my time sitting at home…I still explore the street and the places at Liverpool…still have much place I would like to go…^^ when I free I will post more blog with picture to share with u all ^^

life in Liverpool

2010-06-09T07:59:00.009+08:00

Before i start talking my one week life in liverpool, of course i need to talk about the day i flight ^^

it's really thanks my aunty and uncle come back great me and wish good luck to me going to Liverpool study...it's thousand thank you from my heart.

About myself, i quite excited on the day i departure to Liverpool, because it is my
1st time to go oversea and taking flight. Bottom is a picture i taking on the plane with my friend.

While we arrived Abu dhabi, it is around mid night 4 am in M'sia...but we still didn't forgot to snap a picture to keep as memory

After we taking the transfer flight, at 7am arrived Manchester, the wether in here quite cool...is just look like we at Genting Highland...but the wind is keep blowing...and then we take school bus to Liverpool...

We settle our document and luggage, and then we hang out to Liverpool city and have a detour...also having our free meal- subway...haha...the restaurant in here is not provided a large space for u to having your meal, so we having our lunch sitting on the seat which place on the street...it is cool wether...blowing with strong wind...we all sit at the middle of the street feel the storng wind and sunny day then having our delicious lunch...i quite like the environemnt in Liverpool...it so relax and confortable...the 1st and the most is the wether in here...very like it...

Beside having our delicous lunch, we also having a shopping in here...we do crazy on the shopping because the sales is on and the price are very cheap...some of us hunt some merchandise and go home...haha...passing through a museum while on the way to home...we do take a rest in here, because we walk so much today and a bit of tired...of course in here, we do need to learn some culture which is lying on the grass feel the environment...so...we do rest on the field...

at last...we at home...taking rest...and i start my cooking today ^^ and today menu is poride...haha...i not sure it is ok to eat or not...but i cook for my friend and myself...

I do enjoy of the 1st day...and in the coming day...of course i still will upload more article about myself in Liverpool ^^ to be continue...

乡村故事 II 之奸夫淫妇

2010-05-12T15:23:00.004+08:00

现代社会，世界变，
不再是男人洒洒滚，女人也出来滚。。。当然，我没有阻止女人出来滚但是还是觉得女人出来滚，就印象分大跌。。。
无论如何，这样的女人就会被说，红颜出墙，女人之耻，丑女人，淫妇。。。

我的新村就是出了一对令我喜欢拿来笑的奸夫淫妇。。。
一位有夫之妇的肥女人。。。
别名-青蛙，她的名来自当她躺在床上，就好像一只反肚的青蛙。。。
-蛤蟆，是因为她会蛤蟆功。。。很会吸。。。专门吸有钱佬。。。

一位老夫。。。就是青蛙的老公。。。
别名-乌龟，因为看自己老婆和人钩三搭四也不出声，别人说他也不出声的宿头乌龟。。。

奸夫。。。青蛙的佬。。。
没有别名。。。想不到。。。就给他一个死蠢猪。。。好像以前人家叫他猪头的。。。现在真是一只猪头了。

故事来了。。。
很久很久以前。。。有一只青蛙吸了一只龟结分不开就结婚了，他们过着很快活得生活因为乌龟做东西太慢所以就在家等手脚快的青蛙去工作。。。乌龟从此在家等青蛙养。。。
久而久之青蛙练了蛤蟆功。。。工力增倍。。。

吸了一个甲人和玩一夜站。。。最后她生了一个孩子。。。名为鸡仔。。。
之后再吸了一个乙人一再站。。。又生了一个孩子。。。名为猪仔。。。
不久吸了一个丙人再度站。。。生了一个孩子也。。。名为。。。（我不知）

一路站到现在。。。没有生了。。。累了吧。。。哈哈。。。

最近青蛙和猪头过着一些无人能敌的生活。。。两人带着不知谁的三个孩子游山玩水，聚天伦。。。快乐到。。。
有一次她儿子，鸡仔被人问问题。。。便说出游山时，猪头和青蛙睡在同一张床。。。笑到村人嘴巴都关不到。。。
也许这是猪头四十多岁以来的初恋所以特别迷恋和疯癫。。。
青蛙每天到猪头家，睡在sofa上，开大玻璃门。。。哈哈。。。最厉害一次两个在家打着仗，忘了关门。。。人家一开门。。。oops。。。看完。。。立即众所皆知。。。青蛙哭着说。。我清白，没有做。。。
我想说他妈的。。。错就要认！事实罢在眼前，都好要狡辩！无谓的说话令人更加讨厌！

其实没有人反对他们的来往，但，如果要来往请先离婚。。。别搞婚外情。。。
宿头乌龟，请出来做会一些男人该做的。。。并不是三人行。。。
猪头，你现在有头有面，讲句话都难听死人。。。看你还有多少让人吸。。。
青蛙，7+1都不懂。。。羞耻。。。要就反头嫁，要不滚回家。。。

乡村故事-I

2010-03-30T12:26:00.002+08:00

这是一个乡村故事。。。
这照片我是偷偷拍的。。。因为我paiseh。。。

这小屋里住这一位小姐，她已多年没工作。其实我对她的背景瞒好奇的。。。
听说在她年轻的时候，她在外国工作多年，后来回来这里住。。。
她这间小屋，没有水，没有电，所以她是确实活在古时候，她用的就是井水或下雨时用桶存起来的雨水。。。
每天晚上看到她，穿着红色的衣服，坐在门口外挥动扇子吹凉。。。你会觉得她很肮脏。
其实你错了。。。她衣着整齐，打扮干净，外表很斯文。。。
有一次，我母亲喝喜酒，刚巧与她同坐，我母亲说她非常干净，并没体臭，吃东西干净，很有教养，就是姑娘一位。。

小屋没有修过，经过多年的风雨已有不少地方破烂。。。以上的照片是一场风灾后，马华帮她修理的。。。她的屋子其实被很多树围绕着，现在已经被砍除。。。因为她家养了很多黑斑蚊，这条街好有几家人入院治疗，唯独是她没有染上。。。这些是什么？哈哈。。。她已有这抵抗力了。。。

经过那一场风灾之后，得知原来她很可怜的。。。每次晚上下雨她没有机会睡觉，因为屋顶多处漏水。。。她没有地方可睡，只好坐在没有水漏的地方等待雨的过去。。。自树被砍完之后，现在才看到，她家其实已经烂的很厉害，到处破洞不只是屋顶。。。连墙壁也是有大洞。。。

其实现今的人，我觉得没有人可以生存呢。。。因为没有娱乐，加上年轻的一代。。。没有上网的会死掉。。。哈。
她好像有一段情，但我还不懂，所以。。。懂了之后再分享吧~

呕

2010-03-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

今天是有史以来辛苦的一天。。。以前的我从来没有这种想吐的感觉。。。
下午我去做GYM，不懂是不是妈妈今天煮意大利面。。。所以不够饱然后做GYM。。。
我只是踏了几分钟的脚车。。。忽然间很想吐。。。我急忙上厕所。。。蹲下。。。要呕又不出的感觉很辛苦！！
之后我忍不到。。便告诉教练我要呕。。。然后做在一旁。。。我整个人在冒汗。。。汗一直流。。。流了一小时。。。教练还说我面青嘴唇白。。。当时我好像做了很激烈的运动那样流汗。。。整个人累了。。。我都不懂发生什么事。。。

之后慢慢好了，冷汗停了。。。我到咖啡店叫了一杯热milo喝。。。就好很多。。。我觉得是因为我吃不够然后去运动。。。然后没力又硬上。。。但是又不可能因为我两点吃。。。四点半运动。。。很正常啊。。。奇怪。。。

alice in the wonderland

2010-03-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today, i went for the movie Alice in the wonderland...
It's a 2D cartoon which now had make it into 3D movie...Actually, since i was child and untill now i'm an adult, but i am not like the story so much...it is not so interesting, for me...haha...

But as a movie now...it really impress me a lot...and i like it...
i like the color...
i like the feel...
i like the 3D feel while watching in cinema...
i like johnny deep...
i like alice...
i like that white queen...this girl not so pretty, but...she have her power of attractive...and i fancy to her...haha...
of course i do like the rabbit and the cat too ^^

For me, this is another great 3D movie which i think the 1st one will be
Journey to the Center of the earth...

why do i say so? for me, a 3D movie suppose not only to let audience feel got dept and layer...but, still need have some scene which we feel an object throw out to us or go behind us also out from our back...this...give me the same feeling which almost same Journey...

it not same other movie which only feel the dept...and layer...:)
i would like to suggest u all go and watch this movie and sit at 4th roll or 5th roll for the best viewing of the 3d effect...hehe...

烟火季节

2010-02-24T00:14:00.005+08:00

在新年期间，对我来说就是烟火的季节。。。
我的乡村那一片天空，从年三十晚开始就会有一瞬间的烟火齐放。。。
天空展出美丽的色彩，填补了人人心中的喜悦。。。
听到烟火爆竹响连天，就是迎接财神的绝佳时刻了。。。人人换上新衣出来接财神。。。
我拿着相机，骑着摩托在逛街，就是准备要拍烟火。。。哈哈。。。毕竟我还在锻炼着如何拍出一张美丽的烟火照片。。

倒数四天。。。

2010-02-10T00:17:00.004+08:00

还有四天就是新年了。。。一年不如往年，我们长大了啦。。。结婚的结婚了，有小孩的已经有了几个了。。。唯一不变的就是大家的‘情’。。。这依然在我们大家彼此之间。。。

在家里无所事事的我，带着弟弟到我乡村的地方拍照。。。也拍了一些迎节的照片。。。以作为2010新年的纪念。。。

Jack vs Jake

2010-02-04T16:13:00.002+08:00

昨天早上，去弄我人生的第一本passport~ 哈哈！我可以出国了！星加坡将会是我第二个会去的国家如果我成功的出英国留学三个月。。。有一点期待的感觉。。。去liverpool的心情说不出来，真的很希望看看其它国家的文化。。。哈哈。。。

好了，说回这个话题JACK VS JAKE。。。大家应该懂得这两套红片及轰动全球的两部电影‘铁塔尼号’和‘啊凡搭’应该是这样写吧。。。我在家里看了铁塔尼号，之后再去看阿凡搭。。。两部各有所长，各有各的强点。。。两部戏都给了感动大家。。。但是个人还是喜欢铁塔尼号，因为它的故事真的蛮不错，十三年前我不会欣赏，但今天，我懂得。。。也许它是一个历史所以占了优生？无论如何，我还是喜欢两部戏的情节，它如何带我们入戏，让我们的感情重心内散发出来。。。印象深刻中里，阿凡达，把美给了大家。。。最后还是一个开心的结局。。。铁塔尼号的故事。。。深入人心。。。

我不会如何去形容。。。哈哈，别见怪。。。

新年咯。。。

2010-01-31T23:58:00.002+08:00

又是一年春来到。。。人人欢乐迎新春？但是有些人并不是。。。
但是，我是很期待新年的来临。。。就是喜欢热热闹闹~

新年期间就是过的特别快，应该是大家忙忙绿绿吧。。。做东做西。。。
去朋友家拜年，开赌场，拿红包，老友聚聚，聊天喝茶到天晓。。。
不但如此，还会听到爆竹响连天的声音。。。

还有十三天新年就要来临了。。。家家户户在反家。。。哈哈。。。
迎新除旧，不要的东东全丢，去买新的。。。每一家都挂红灯，贴红纸，油漆。
这期间，收垃圾的阿婶是最赚得，因为可以拾到旧货但能用的。。。

说到尾，还是最开心与朋友聚在一起喝茶聊天，有些真的一年才见这么的一次。。。
期待我们的聚会。。。哈哈

Advaced Diploma

2010-01-31T00:33:00.002+08:00

不想不想，这样就读完了荣誉学位。。。
想起当初，每个人就是不想继续，但是一瞬间，现在就毕业了。。。
这一段的开始，也认识了一些很爱玩的朋友，也见识了不少。。。现在回想起，其实我们的相处并不久，但是就是有一股不舍的感觉。。。这也是因为已投入一段感情，才会有不舍和伤心吧？就是因为一起走过，心中才有那么的感触。。。有时候，我们无意做出的事情，其实就是留在脑中的回忆。。

一年多的advanced Diploma，只有败在结束。。。就是那么一点的遗憾。。。哎。。。就是告诉自己别去想，
其实开心的来得比伤心多，很多时候我会进入抹去过去的不快，享受现在的愉快。。。但，只是那么的一刻。。。往往午夜宁静时，就会勾起所有的记忆。。。尤其是一些永远抹不去的人生快事。。。哈。。。

话说回来，我们U1的毕业旅行虽然不是全部人去，但是也有超过一半的人数呢。。。
赶完功课，我们就到云顶高原玩了三天两夜。。。大家疯疯癫癫的，有说有笑的玩。。。不但如此，我们还有去逛街，看戏，喝茶。。。之后，我们还有去马六甲两天一夜。。。第一次和那么多人旅行呢。。。哈哈。。。爽到。。。拍下了很多美好的回忆。。。^^

试想想，其实大家都是不熟，直到大家一起出来才开始熟起来。。。也许，现在想起也不清楚到底何时何刻大家聚在一伙？哈。。。每个人都在各自的身上建立了一份自己的友情。。。
有空再聚吧。。。朋友

movie month

2010-01-09T12:14:00.002+08:00

You never know that, end of the year in 2009 is so much movie...
i was watching all the movie week by week...

1st, Christmas carol, the movie is quite meaningful. And i think the effect is quite nice. It is too bad i didn't watching this in 3d but only 2d.

2nd, storm warrior, the 1st HK movie i think the effect is nice. Enjoy the effect.

3nd, avatar. The best of 2009? The film is beauty as they say. Impress u a lot.

4rd, princess and frog. It great to watch back classic animation. Bring u a lot of happiness while u watching this cartoon. Randy Newman song really is great.

5th, Sherlock Holmes. I like the relationship between Holmes and Watson. And this movie is quite nice while the scene Holmes predicted how to beat the people.

6th, alvin and the chipmunks 2. It is so cute, and u can see that the 3d is more smooth than the previous chapter. I don't know how to say, but the chipmunks is giving me the feel it look cute and more lovely than the previous episod.

7th, The imaginarium of Dr. Panasus. What a deep meaning of story =.=" watching it 2 hour but i cannot understand at all. going to search the story and try understand it...haha

Advanced Diploma Last Day

2010-01-09T12:03:00.005+08:00

6/1/2010 last day of advanced diploma life...we are doing showcase in dancing room. We all are happy to taking picture in here and chit chat. Because no more assignment. Everyone is look happy and forgotten the pass ^^

That is a funny thing is, i think that every time, last day of our study life, all people will seem so close to each other and talk a lot. It just same like last time, my diploma u2. We are didn't chat much while we study, but when we finish our study that day, we having dinner together, laugh, chat together and happy.

Now, it is same to AML1...we all joy together. ..haha...after the showcase, we are going to sing k at sg.wang. While finish singing, we are so happy to picture so come out with many funny picture at the end...that's all; is our memory...haha...

nice to meet u all..

Advanced Diploma FYP

2010-01-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

Since last semester we already prepare for our FYP. At the first start of this sem, we are slowly progress on it...

Of course this is the first time i directed it by myself ^^ but, still need to thank to group mate which help too. In this FYP, i feel happy of it because i shoot the MTV- 神木与瞳-爱在末日前. Because i do hope this song have a MTV, so i chose this song as my FYP promotion video.

We spent 1 week to shooting our trailer 1, trailer 2, and this MTV in my hometown which is Chendrong, Batu Gajah. It is a hard job, because the places we shooting is a dessert. It's very hot...and we still need work from 8-5 under the hot sun, sometimes we still need to shoot it under raining.

Finish, the production already. Comes to the post product, and then we become lazy. We spent one month to found a camera and computer which can capture out the video.
Start from edn of November, i move to my group mate house and working on the video trailer1, trailer 2 and MTV. Within 2 week, i had done the offline cut for 3 video. And then i start to work on the color correction and the lip-sync for mtv. It spend me sometimes to work on the color correction, because i cannot end up the color i want to...

At this time, i was a bit upset to my group...because the project is FYP, but i did not see any seriousness from my group to work on it. I, the one so serious and work on it...work it from 10 to midnight everyday, although sometimes will spent some times to relax. But i still did do something everyday. Offline cut is done at first december, but no working to online...only left 2 week for presentation...and then we start to rotoscope. I had told my friend, i didn't expected much for my FYP, because i know it cannot done at the end...because i know it. The times is not enough for my group mate, to animate,modeling,creating effect,background replacement. But, i chose to believe can done it...

Times goes on, left few day...we still working on rotoscope. haha...At start i am so nervous, worry, but until this day...i know nothing can save us. I no more serious on my FYP, no more expected... can done or cannot done i am just let it go...

End up...although i already predicted that my FYP cannot done on times, but i still disappointed to it...but one thing i was happy on my FYP is, our group get an award from the presentation. I cannot heard what the lecturer say, i only get to listen the word award...haha...this is one thing i feel console...

Sometimes, i was thinking is that myself to make the end like this? Is that because at first i was giving time, giving free to my group so end up like this? Is that i think everyone will know what to do by themselves without telling them what should do but actually is not? But everything is finish...this is the last project...ha...although there a lot of unhappy for myself, but i guess they too...

One thing here, although we already pass up the FYP, but because it is not a complete version, so we will work on the complete version since we almost done everything. ^^

below the links is MTV, have a look on it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ih9ktFAaMAY

今时不同往日。。。

2009-11-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

人生过程有时有很多阶段，每个人会因自己的所做的，而进入不同的阶段。。。

我的人生阶段，对我来说已进入第三阶段。。。是时候有些东西需要改变了。。。

最近发生一些事情，我才发觉，原来我并没有一个能真正说心事的朋友，但是我竟然在此写出我一点心情。。。

有一个人对我说，生活需要规划点，对。。。是时候该计划了。。。因为今天不同往日了。。。

你相信代价吗？付出，就需要代价。。。哈哈。。。

如果2012真的发生，你会选择做什么？无聊。。。因为，那是未来，我不懂未来，我只懂现在。。。我只懂珍惜。。。

人呢，最重要就是活得有意义，就算人生短暂也值得，如果，你活得像个废人，就算人生在长也还是个废人。。。

shooting week

2009-11-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Last week is the week we start our FYP shooting...

A lot of hard job for us to face it...example...shooting under the hot sun, from morning 7am-5pm...shooting under raining days...

You never think that, just that 2hour short time will burn your skin to tan color.
Of course i do enjoy in the shooting and make myself to remember this memorial days...Because this is the last project we done it together and it will be no other chance for us to do crazy work again...^^

6days for us to shooting, only 2 days we are under the hot sun...but it give us feeling hard. It no wind blow, in front of you just can see the white sand, a little bit of grass...of course some of the cow was standing there watching us shooting...haha.

Experiences of the 6days, i really think that actor is strong enough. Especially in front of "green screen" you didn't see anything but you need imaging what will come and what emotion you need to express out. ^^ I do enjoy to be an actor also, although i no i not good in acting...haha...but, just a try, it won't be harm right?

Hope everything go smooth and go for the best for our movie trailer ^^

倒流

2009-10-27T15:15:00.002+08:00

今天，忽然间想到。。。如果有些事情可以倒流，那会是怎样。。。也许生活会被改变。。。
但是，事实这些是没可能发生的事。。。时间无法倒流。。。
做错的事情无法倒回而把它改正。。。破碎的玻璃无法复原。。。
一但事情发生，你就必须去面对。。。
无法挽留，但是还有补救的机会。。。

未来还遥远，很多未知数。。。往往会有意想不到的结果。。。
不必想得多，但求活的好，开心。。。已是人生之福了^^

新学期

2009-10-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

新学期已经第三个星期了，感觉还未进入状态。。。
上个星期还出街逛了一真个星期。。。哈哈。。。现在真是山穷水尽的情况咯。。。

好久没有见到我见习的同事，上星期出来吃sushi。。。回忆。。。哈哈。。。
说起自前的日子。。。真的。。。难忘。。。哈哈。。。
没的冲凉，廉价劳工。。。没觉好睡的日子。。。哈哈。。。

第二天和我的朋友去shopping，又用了一笔钱。。。Rm200呢。。。这个月真难过。。。
最大的问题是，第三天，我们又去bukit tinggi。。。还好消费不大。。。哈哈
哪儿好多地方可以拍照哦。。。但是好热。。因为刚还是中午。。。之后还去云顶呢。。。爽到。。。

今天，成绩出炉，TMD它，我的industry trainning拿B。WTF!!
写的时候什么鬼东西都没有给我们。supervisor又没有！
写出来！A- 都没有一个。还亏我的公司给我好评语。。。他妈的！超级不爽咯！我现在是摆明不爽！
·*（）—*#·（*……￥*—……#%*·！%#—*·……#

算了。不要说了。。。
不想做功课了，看到都闷掉，什么鬼成绩！看到B都想打人！
用了一天在看戏，看了期待已久的宫心计！不错看！美！

快啊。。。

2009-10-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

光阴似箭啊。。。这样又放了一个月的假期。。。
真的很快，回想起来，这个月真的什么都没做到。。。只是在家里睡，吃和上网。。。
很快的，我的 advanced diploma 又来到最后一个学期了。。。又说要毕业了。。。

不久后就要开学。。。哎。。。我现在才开始做我该准备的功夫。。。真是的。。。
但是开始总比没有开始好。。。起码我开始扣思。。。^^
我希望，我们下一个学期做到最好。。。因为以后没什么机会让我们这样做了。。。尽情的享受吧~

其实，自前说要开刀，拖下拖下。。。原来已经这么久了。。。身体检查报告快要得到了。。。
哈。。。不懂会是怎样一个惊讶呢？？

很多东西有时我们并没有留意，其实一切过得真的很快呀。。。
人类其中一个伟大的发明，就是录影机和相机。。。
因为能捉住每一个不能错过的画面，时光。。。和怀念的。。。
当你回味那一堆照片，你会发觉。。。这一切真的。。。快啊。。。

流星

2009-10-01T00:40:00.002+08:00

我的电脑终于回来了。。。
这次的教训真的让我花费了。。。我的graphic card泡汤了。。。
都是一时手痒，去update bios。。。要不然。。。我的‘妈妈板’还可以用。。。
做了两天research，终于选到了，我要的。。。但价钱也不便宜。。。

好，话说回来。。。刚才逛街时！我看见流星呢！开始我还以为是飞机，就想为什么飞的那么快！再看看，不对！有尾巴的！那闪亮闪亮的尾巴！对！就是流星！第一次看的这么久！约三秒就消失了！忘了许愿，只是惊叹！因为有流星,就拼命喊我妈妈看。。。哈哈。

心情很好呢！因为看到流星~嘻嘻倒霉的我是否会被流星带来好运？？

KING KONG

2009-09-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

今天看了Peter Jackson 拍的king kong。
我记得，当年看此片时，我并不觉得感动和精彩。但是，今天我觉得很感动，很精彩。

Naomi Watt在这戏里并不多对白，但是，我觉得她的演技是可以称赞的。
除此之外，她喊叫，辛苦哦。。。从头到尾都只是喊。。。

其实故事改篇和编写的我觉得很好，三个小时，我并不觉得过得慢。。。是一部值得给钱去欣赏的一部电影。
你不妨也看看这一部电影。

笑

2009-09-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

笑能摆脱一切的痛苦。。。
很多事情他很难去面对，但只要你笑着去面对，就算多大的问题我相信也能克服。

当然，笑要出于真心，真正的快乐。
人开心点，身体也好的多。。。时间过得快，回忆也比较多。

歌唱，一笑风云过。。。也许你不相信。。。因为这并不是容易的事。。。
人生的路呀，我觉得走的越长，快乐会被减少，笑的也比较少。。。

但是，快乐又一天，伤心又一天，为何不活的快快乐乐，潇潇洒洒！

我是廖子阳！

2009-09-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

生活依旧，我不理会。。。
今天不懂明天事，干嘛理会那未知的未来？

我是野蛮，因为我肖牛。
我很固执，因为我有我道理。
我不屈服，我会与你对抗。
我能承担，因为要他人快乐。
我会以理智处理，我相信我很强！因为我知道！
这就是我- 廖子阳！！！！

现今与未来

2009-09-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

今天，现在，我应做完手术躺在医院。。。明天出院。。。但这并没有。。。
因为某些原因。。。再次使我手术不能进行。。。
这是我问题吗？是。。。
健康的生活？我没有。。。
活该吗？对。。。

接下来的日子，会决定我的去向。。。对，我的心情非常糟。。。有谁能懂？
我该与谁分享？哈。。。这笑容代表了什么意思的笑？我不想懂得。。。
该做的已做，都怪自己没有好好自己照顾自己。。。
我该如何去放松现在的心情？

一个未来能让我改变一切，一个未来也能不改变。。。
夜入已深，其实我已累。。。今天并没有好好的休息。。。累，很累。。。
带着一颗。。。我只能说对不起的心。。。
闭上眼睛，漆黑一片的前方，让我更忧虑。。。
希望，机会。。。依然有。。。但它现在并不在。。。

现今与未来，天注定，命没定；一切都在手中。。。

Rehearsal

2009-09-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

Monday, i should go for the operation and back to home on Tuesday. But, it's not. Because i was sore throat that day. The doctor say, if i not emergency, so better let me full of healthy only go for operation then it would be more safety. So, that day operation is cancel and then postponed until 23rd Sept ^^

After that, because i was not admit to hospital, so i go buy a cake to celebration my bro and mother birthday ^^.

Today my mom told me that, it seem like a rehearsal because we do everything on monday but operation cannot held. Then 23rd Sept need to go again ^^ Anywhere, the sore throat is so naughty, because it was recover after monday. haha. Now need to re-countdown again for my operation days which is left 6days.

现在的我

2009-09-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

现在的我？我正在FACEBOOK等待收成。。。然后睡觉。
现在的我还是不好的。。。星期一的我会是好的。。。

突然间想到Pirates of the Carribean 里面的ＤＡＶＶＹ　ＪＯＮＥＳ，他问，ＡＲＥ　ＹＯＵ　ＦＥＡＲ　ＴＯ DEATH? 哈哈。。。要怎样答？

谁人能告诉我，以前的我和现在的我吗？
我觉得现在的我不比之前来的好，但是我已不记得以往的我。。。就好像是失忆了。
我倒觉得我没变，但我很更定我已变。只是我不懂我变在那里，变得好，还是不好。
很失败，自己变在那都不懂。。。

以前，人人把事写在日记，收起来。但是现在，人人发泄出来让人看。。。世界真奇妙。。。人类思想真特别！

the next few days...

2009-09-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

Haiz...i was going for operation in 14th September. it was scary =.=' although that is a small operation...haiz...the hospital is call "shark hospital" - KPJ hospital ipoh. It quite a famous hospital, i believe it is good although i worry...haha...

countdown for 2days...haiz...
Am i scare? don't think so...
Am i worry? Not sure...

Hope can recover fast and then back to my normal life after the operation...

last few days...

2009-09-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

It was so fast...our exam is finish...

How suffer in the exam...because i didn't study at all and studying it at last minute..
ya...i know how much effort i put and what i can get, i just hope i can pass with what i expected ^^ of course for all my classmate...

This is a never happened experiences for me in exam, because i was take 1 hour rest to go for exam. It sound crazy and how lucky am i no fall in sleep at exam hall and fishing in exam hall ^^

After the 1st exam, we seem finish all exam already and go hang out but...after 2days...again...aiks...not study overnight...is lazy lazy and lazy...just chit-chatting while in group studying...but, of course got some people are hard working to memories it ^^ i was going to sleep at that time but i cannot fall in sleep and then i go watch movie "the devil wear prada" at 6o'clock until 9am...oh my god! it definately crazy, i didn't study and watching movie there.

exam finish...tired because lack of time to rest...after the day finish our last paper...we go shopping and sing k. It quite a normal activities for us but i was no mood to sing at all...feel bored. haha...recently also no song nia...hang out until 12am. back home and watching movie again!!! oh my god...i did not go rest but i go movie until 4a.m...of course not in the cinema...

10th Sept the big days of our u1 which is 28 person to go traveling in Genting Highland. i do enjoy hang out at genting especially the night we standing at outside Genting Hotel. It's damn cold and strong wind blowing XD i like all my friend ^^ you all are cool~

G.I Joe

2009-08-13T18:26:00.002+08:00

aiks...a busy month where every week need to pass up one assignment...it is a bit rush but just enjoy it ba...because it's fate...

At last, G.I Joe was on screen this month. This movie was unexpected...i never think this movie will be so nice. I think it better than Transformer XD i know must got some fans don't like what i say, but i do enjoy watch Transformer just GI Joe give fresh for me...hehe...

The CG of course is a bit fake but, it excited. Just go in their world, a full technology system, of course everything went fast...haha. Much impressive scene like
- the 2 character chasing and jump up to avoid the bomb.
- underwater fighting where not in space again.
- childhood fighting? i like it~

Okay, where the movie is a 2 thumb up movie but not a pop corn movie. hehe...you should go to watch it.

唉。。。

2009-07-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

觉得自己的沉默越来越严重了。。。对每个人，我都以不同的方式，，，这是对的吗？我不懂。。。

有时对着一些人，你很想对他说，偏偏就是说不出口。。。这会代表我对他虚情假意吗？我真的不好意思说。。。

但，有时对着一些人，我很敢对他说出我的想法。。。无论在于，人情，钱，借与还，我都可以不用不好意思的说出来。。。

有可能你说和他不熟？并不是，是和他很熟。。。但我敢说出。。。
其他人不熟？错。。。其他人也是熟。。。但说不出。。。为何？

有时我觉得自己越来越计较。。。但是，我并不认为。。。
因为，我觉得该计的就计，比如钱的问题，钱是敏感度相当高的话题。。。也是各人材物，这是有必要分清楚。。。
当然也要看是什么情况之下。。。还有，自己也要醒目啦。。。

唉。。。越来越严重。。。我觉得是要改变一下，不能把自己的感受给收起。。。

最近脾气并不是很好。。。不再像以前了。。。没有脾气？你错了，我脾气很坏。。。只是看你有没有机会看到。。。哈哈。。。

grow up of Harry Potter...

2009-07-18T01:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...is that quite fun if we look back to previous chapter...
the movie already take it 8 year until now...
they already become an adult...19 and 21... how unbelievable hermonie is only 19year...she suck a nice girl...hehe...
share you all below some picture which is from
2001 - 2009...see the children grow up ^^ i think they should be happy when look back..

This is harry potter,(see from left to right and then bottom from left to right)

This is Hermonie Granger (see from left to right and then bottom from left to right)

Ron Weasley (see from left to right and then bottom from left to right)

Harry Potter - the half blood prince

2009-07-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to watching HP 6 before i back my hometown...

I never think before the HP6 will be like this, it shock me, because the shooting is totally different with the previous 5 chapter, besides the story line also quite different...

These HP6 not be any child movie again, it already grow up to be an adult movie...
mature, serious and darkness...since starting of the movie, you can feel it the movie is so serious, it seem something happen in HP world...

one point i disappointed in HP6 is, not much magic effect playing in this chapter. I though chapter 5 the last 30minute is much effect, this chapter should be more effect coming on...but nope...it just few, of course Professor Dumbledore casting the fire quite impressive for me, but it just around 1 minute to let you enjoy it...^^

Overall of story HP6 telling is ok, i like the way to shooting, i like the feeling it give...but...something you will hate is...the movie seem give you a feeling something will come out after it, then you keep waiting and waiting...at last...nothing...haha...for me, the story is no climax...it just keep searching and finding something...

Hmmm...last time i watched much movie in KLCC, i not much impressive about the sound system, but this time, HP6 give a impressive sound system...i not sure it come from the movie or the sound system of cinema...

Movie, i wait it for 2 year...but disappointed a bit, but shock also...this movie also give other meaning which is..."before the storm coming all thing is silence"...so i probably hope that Hp7 part 1 and 2, David Yate make it nice!! haha! Magic!! Magic!! same like Hp5...! 2010,2011 i be waiting!

busying...

2009-07-13T18:39:00.003+08:00

Last week was a busy week, because 2 assignment were needed to pass up and the dead line is so near...aiks...how long i did not overnight? haha...i thought internship is harder, but i'm wrong...haha...back to school is more harded than intern, but is enjoy to do our own work than working in company, at least people just step a shit on your work but not scolding you. haha...

Yep...the busy week was go through...but my health is back to un-healthy...my throat is starting to pain again...and i can feel it swollen...it just same like last time...aiks...god...i hope my sem break come faster and i go for operation, because i start to scare it go worsen...

I not scare to die, but i just want to return something to someone before i die...^^

Water, water...i drink much much water...i hope it not go worse from now...

Assignment...fight fight fight...good luck to all my classmate...and coursemate^^
We need to fight until week10... then only start to can say free a bit...

This sem is so shit la! Sing K also not more than 3 times! WTF!!!

transformer 2 - revenge of the fallen

2009-06-24T03:41:00.002+08:00

Today, i'm going to watch it at midnight with my friend...before i go watch the movie i had listen the soundtrack, so i almost can guess the excited scene of the movie ^^

Suggestion for the movie to you all watch is
A- for people who want to see 3D, fighting, cool and camera shooting...
B+ for those don't like 3D and fighting...because story not so special...

Of course these revenge of the fallen not lose than the 1st episode...it is same like the last episode, just starting the story, then is already go in the plot and slowly to climax...it will take you no chance to toilet at keep your eye looking at the screen...if you don't want to miss some unexpected thing happen in the movie like the "Deception" attack.

It almost take you no times to breath when you see Optimus fight with few Deception and death! :) The music composer is help a lot in help the movie successful excited! Big clap for Steve Jablonsky~! ^^

The movie shoot it like more realistic, because you can fully see the whole robot it not same like last episode, all so close. You just can feel it huge but do not know how huge is it. But this episode, you can see the perspective and feel how huge they are! And the fighting scene also got a lot is slow motion and full length shoot. You almost can see how their fight and without confusing...although some scene still confusing...because everything came so fast. ^^

In this movie, got a lot of autobots, but some are them are really useless because of just come out few scene. But every movie also go same, the most powerful people is the most easy die or die so fast. Because they want end the movie already ^^ Anywhere the movie still is 2thumbs up and is one of the blockbuster movie in summer 2009 ^^

But...it's still have the 3rd episode...because...Megatron has not death! Everyone just be waiting see when Michael Bay need to shoot the 3rd episode ^^

神

2009-06-22T14:10:00.002+08:00

这是第五个学期。。。

还以为这学期会比以前的学期来的轻松。。。事实并不是咯。。。
因为这学期我们已成为神！为何称为神？那就是因为，在去见习时我们已学会一身本领。。。
现在回到学院，就是神啦~
在week 6 前，我们有十个手指也数得完的assignment...让我来算算。。。

Final Project concept + idea + story - week 5

Video script - week 5

CyberLaw - week 6

Internship report - week 6

Photomedia hybrid (4) - week 6

Motion Graphic - week 7 (week6 on screen)

Multimedia Development - progress

我们是否成为神了呢？？对。。。没错。。。因为除了想以外还要写。。。写了之后还要画，画了之后还要动。。。

恭喜所有成员已经成为神了。

让我们大家来喊。。。 yo! assignment!驶么惊! 七十二变分身术，一分为七！阿门！

要不然就喊。。。 yo! assignment!好鬼惊! 七十二变分身术都某用！阿门，愿天主保佑！

FUCK IT!

2009-06-15T01:50:00.002+08:00

今天，我在mid valley遇到一个很令人讨厌的年轻女孩-死八婆。
他妈的，气死我了。没看过这么死八的女孩，令我在此不骂不行！
她没礼貌！样衰！没看过这么死样的八婆！番薯她！

其实实情是这样的，我和我家人坐下吃东西。。。我把空盘放到隔桌因为没有人。。。而且已经有人在收盘了。然后拿死三八就坐下。。。她就把那盘放到我母亲椅子隔壁，因为我母亲是坐长椅。。。就是说那盘就在那这么多人死不见他死的八婆和我母亲中间。你说，有没有这么无聊的人！有人快要收了，他还这么死样！他妈的臭鸡蛋！！

说真的，这是很小事！但是我很在意！我不懂我在意什么！只是我很想教训这死人样的死八婆！天生一副死人样！！当时我真的很想不小心把汤弄到，弄湿她！拿冰水倒在他的死人头上，让她那死人样，妆都没了吓死人！！伸个脚给她，让她跌个白痴样！

哎。。。咒完了！都是因为这死八婆！还我今天没了很多口德！你这死番薯正八婆，被骂是活该！气的我上气不接下气！真的FUCK YOU!!!

Back to School

2009-06-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

3 months intern was so fast past...
My 2 week holiday also past so fast...and i were only lying at hometown like a snake...

A bit miss my holiday now...because i was back to my study life...
It not excited as i expected...i was feel boring about it...may be is...the mood not back yet...my heart still at holiday...haha...

Back to school...what to do? Exam...Assignment...
This sem will be not much exam but a lot of "word" assignment...it boring...but it reality...we need to do that...

Times to school...and today i was boring whole evening...i sitting in front of the computer listen song, and movie...i cooking at home and no go out having my lunch and dinner...haiz...boring...i need to think some activities for myself before the spiderweb grow on my body.

Assignment were trouble for new semester, because we need to grouping...every sem also need to think grouping with who although we already know who will be in group...aiks...hope we can do our best in our assignment...^^

Cameron Trip

2009-06-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

Before my new semester start...i been go to cameron highland playing 2 days with my friend.

This was my first time to go Cameron even i live in Perak.

The wheather at Cameron at night, almost same with Genting...that's not too big different...actually, it was a nice play for people who like to enjoy the natural environment or go there for holiday.

What so nice in Cameron for me is going to collect Strawberry by ourself. Hehe...althought that is expensive but it is nice to play. Because can collect the strawberry you like. ^^

Let me explain a while our apartment...oh god, that's awesome...because the place we stay only got us...5 person...at that night...we are so happy but so scary...because environment surround us is dark. The apartment is look like a kampung house...it so big...it can sleep around 20 people if got some people sleep at the floor...so you can imaging how big of the house...

pain r...

2009-05-26T12:05:00.002+08:00

aiks...my throat so pain r...sigh...
neck cannot have big movement...
sleeping also pain...
eat also pain...
drink water also pain...
kill me ba...aiks...how come it will big like this (T.T)

Yesterday night, have a small fever, then make the ball go serious, it gain more big =.=" when i look at at mirror, it over the center =.=" means cover half side already...sigh...i fast fast drink water...how horrible of it...because scare sleep untill half then cannot breath and die already...

Today morning, i go visited another doctor and request some medicine to eat...because my throat very pain...haiz...hope it fast fast recover... ...

visited doctor

2009-05-21T12:24:00.002+08:00

hmmm...yesterday morning, intended to go Hospital visit doctor, how know...the doctor on leave...haha...too bad. Then my father bring me to somewhere which learning how to do investment =.=" which is call Share =.=" god...he said, one day win rm100 better than you working...hmmm...but it seem a bit not "step on the floor to do something" because...it's take risk, and if you no money, it is hard to do investment. I think investment should be talk after i work. hehe.

Ok, back to the topic, Today morning, i went to visit Doctor again. When i go in, he just see my throat then already said need do operation =.=" sigh...no choice liao...but he said if don't want also can, but everytime throat pain, fever, or "fa re qi" then will like this lo...the neck swollen and feel pain lo=.=" he still touch my neck, walao...pain...haha...i think he also let me "kek si" because, he ask me got visit doctor or not? i said no. How long the throat pain. i said one week. then he no said anything...you know why he will "kek si"? It's because...so serious also no go visit doctor...haha...

After that, asking about the Operation fees, which is cost around Rm4000 which need to stay at hospital 2 days. And then need rest at home 1 week.
But, when can run the operation? It need sometimes...because now cannot do operation because hard to stop the blood. So, need to wait it recover 1st, after recover and after 2 week again only go visit Doctor again then only do the operation...haiz......good luck lo...after 3 week only see how la...haha~!

scary mood

2009-05-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

later, morning...
will go to visit doctor, it was about my throat, a problem since i was a children.
and now it bring some problem to me already, i think this time i no choice, the doctor sure suggest me go for Operation, but i not dare to go...

1st, i scare i cannot wake up after it...haha...what's a stupid negative mind...
2nd, don't want leave the world so soon...
3rd, still got mission not yet do...

hmmm...if you ask me do the operation easy or hard, actually it's a small operation...(listen from my mom friend)...

hmmm...if you ask me what happened to me? Then you should go look at the mirror, open your mouth and said "Ah" then you will see the 2 ball between the throat hole...these 2 ball naturally is one of the body immunity system...and mine...was bigger than other ppl...the problem of this got 5 level, me is at level 4, can u imaging how big of the ball of mine?

hehe...last time it didn't bring any problem to me, breathing ok, no pain, no sick.
Normally, this 2ball if too big, will cause you fever often and then feel throat pain...and hard to breath. (listen ppl said, sometimes when u sleep, u will cannot breath=.=" and then...)
Now, this month, i had been throat pain 2 times, one is left side, second times is right side that one...now it go big untill almost cover half of the hole...if both of it big together, then it will be left lesser than 1cm hole...haha...

anywhere...tomorrow going to visit doctor...if decision is operation...haiz...scary!!! horrible!!! aiks...

outdated

2009-05-15T00:42:00.004+08:00

ha ha...how outdated am i?

Why i said so?

It's because, recently i only going to listen the song Love Story-Taylor Swift.

Don't know why suddenly fall in love with this song, everyday i must listen it out of 10 times. ^^

Fancy about the lyric? music? story? mtv? sound? people? i'm not sure, i just know that i like it.

Is that i'm outdated? Because now i only listen it...haha~

Happy Mother and Father days

2009-05-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

ha...this year is the 1st time i give my father a gift, i no mistaken...
because every year father days he also not been here...so...this year although is father is not coming yet but i give him a gift on mother day.

Of course i did buy a gift for my mom also...^^
Both of their gift i planned to buy since i go intern...so lucky that i had salary from my company, if not i no much money to buy them a specially gift for them ^^.

First time i spent so much money for them ^^ i bought my mother a necklace which buy from Lazo diamond. And when i intended to buy my father a wallet, i walk into the PRADA shop...haha...how dare am i...you know how much their cost for a wallet? Rm1016...truely...the wallet really attractive but temporary i cannot afford the cost yet so i walk to another shop to find a wallet for my father. Finally, i found a Calvin Klein wallet for my father...haha...and original price is RM230...after discount only RM160. I think it worth to buy it...i never think CK is so cheap =.=" after i go in PRADA...haha...

Anywhere, thanks for my best best best best friend Hoong to go out shopping with me =.=' of course got another entertainment...haha...and thanks for my aunty comment la...haha, keep calling her to ask her something...haha!

Yeah, here, i wish all the Mother blissful, happy, healthy life forever. ^^
here is the picture of the gift for my parent ^^

Puppy story

2009-05-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

Long time didn’t write English, here few blog use English to type it…I know it is poor but I gonna try it…haha…hope you all understand…

Here a sharing doggy story with you all…

6 months ago, our house had a doggy which comes by itself, and then my uncle feed it few days because the puppy was still young. After few days, it bring luck to my uncle, so my uncle intended to feed it…and the luck keep giving to my uncle…until one day…haha…it was funny, because I heard my mom said, the dog make a little scratch on my uncle new car…my uncle was unhappy and then try to throw the puppy far away…how know…after 2 days the puppy was coming back. The puppy seems know itself done something wrong, after that day, it been lock with a chain and become a good dog. Haha… is lying on the floor.

Hmmm…Chinese New Year was coming, at the night of 30. The puppy was dognap by someone, we been notice at another days. Since the days, we searching whole villages and calling the puppy name it also didn’t appear. We keep searching but we still cannot find it…after 1 week, we not try to search again, because we thinking the dog are come by itself also goes by itself. Haha!

3 months from the days of the puppy disappear…what’s now…last 3 days…the dog come back =.=” My uncle seen it running back from outside of the village, when come back to our home, it still yawning to them. How funny of it! Haha. And what we can see is, his neck leave the print of it lock by some chain. Now the puppy is back…and it not dare to run again, it not dare to run far away from home now...haha…how smart of it! When it want to follow us go somewhere, then we talk to him, you not scare been dognap again? Then it seem will listen and then go back home and lying on the floor…it’s that sound cool? Haha!

So, here is the doggy story I want to share with you all…haha…dog really is human best friend…loyalty…next time upload the puppy let u all see it…

~the-final~ 3months internship

2009-05-09T01:25:00.001+08:00

Yup…my 3 months internship was end…

Today, finally I’m free to blogging…haha...how long I didn’t touch my blog…hehe…
When my mine flashback, it was just a moment that I working in my company, it seem like a yesterday story. But now, already pass 3 months.

Remember the 1st day of working still is in my Chinese New Year…that day we all have a small gathering eating at Setapak. Now, we are finished ^^ All of us now are resting in home and waiting for the new semester coming.

Talking about my company 1st, it’s a post production house, which does a lot of work and gets a lot of job. At start, all workers in here all are cool and I never thing they are young than me, these means I’m really old already…haha…

All the worker in my company is scarify all their own time to work for the company. All of us no time to rest, no time to entertainment, even holiday or public holiday you may work in the company also if got project. 2nd months in Pixel, I really didn’t talk much with my colleague; the ice still cannot break between us.

Finally, the ice was break because of one game, and few nights. What happen on that few nights are we rushing a project, and we no mood to do on it because it is Friday, Saturday and Sunday. So, we playing facebook game at the moment…haha…the game are Restaurant City!!! I should say thank you to this game, haha. Because it make all of us have a same topic. ^^ Start from these days, whole company is playing this game because 3 of us…haha…all get virus infected.

Actually, my entire colleague is nice. They are so fun, ha. When start playing the RC game, whole office become a pasar! All shouting trade item =.=” (a bit miss that times) haha.

Hmmm, the 3 months in here, when I come in the company all people are here, when I leave the company, all the person also will leave soon, I think next time when I get back the company, will be a new generation…^^
To all colleagues, wish u all good luck and get a good job with higher salary. Wahaha! Good Luck~!

the-final 一首歌

2009-03-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，那不是爱情。。。
如果你对我说这。。。我。。。
这首歌让我回想起某些过往已久的事情。。。其实冲头到尾也是一个无缘的结局。。。
给自己一个幻想是好，但是我心不死。。。
如果一切是一个死局，我就是不甘心。。。
无头无尾。。。我讨厌。。。我讨厌自己。。。这么那不勇敢。。。
有时对着电脑荧幕。。。我会很想勇敢的面对它。。。但这不是如我所愿的办得到。。。
说实话，我是给自己一个梦而已，因为我接受不了这现实。。。最终我还醒不来。。。^^

[
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻，微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心，有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停，出现那些你对我好的场景
牵了手就算约定？但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星。。。再怎么美丽也只能是曾经。。。
太美的承诺因为太年轻，但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林，那爱情错的很透明。。。
]

看看时间。。。光阴似箭；
彩色画面。。。不再鲜艳；
有你无你。。。牢记心里；
梦里有你。。。人隔万里；
好喜欢你。。。无缘分离。。。

~the-final 舒爽的一天~

2009-03-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

今天是美丽快活的一天，因为今天我工作到三点就可以回家了，不但如此星期一还是公众假期。。。哈哈。。。
短短在我公司一个月多就如已在那儿好久了。。。渐渐的开始与同事们有说有笑了。。。^^
话说起来，再不就，就会离开这忙绿忘时的工作生活。。。不进社会真的不懂找钱难。。。哈哈。。。有少许冲昏脑的感觉。。。以后要有自己的公司。。。哈哈。。。你们去听听这一首经典老曲。。。瞒有意思。。。“半斤八两”
半斤八两许冠杰

我地呢班打工仔
通街走直头系坏肠胃
温个些少到月底点够驶（吃个鬼）
咪话无乜所谓

最弊波士郁的发威（癫过鸡）
一咪系处系唔系就乱黎吠
哎亲加薪块面拿起恶睇（扭下计）
你就认真开胃

半斤八两做到只积甘既样
半斤八两湿水炮仗点会响
半斤八两够姜就揸枪走去抢
出左半斤力想话摞番足八两
家阵恶温食边有半斤八两甘理想（吹涨）

我地呢班打工仔一生一世为钱币做奴隶
个种辛苦折堕讲出吓鬼（死比你睇）
咪话无乜所谓

半斤八两就算有福都无你享
半斤八两仲惨过滚水渌猪掌
半斤八两鸡碎甘多都要啄
出左半斤力想话摞番足八两
家阵恶温食边有半斤八两甘理想

我地呢班打工仔一生一世为钱币做奴隶
个种辛苦折堕讲出吓鬼（死比你睇）
咪话无乜所谓
话说回来，现在的我。。。快歌真大声地从喇叭放出。。。哈哈。。一个字“爽”
现在真等着时间的到来，然后回家乡。。。哈哈！
你们一定是在想，为何我会说今天很舒爽。。。因为真个二月我工作只休息了三天呢。。。多可怜。。。其他的都是工作。。。每一天回到家已经十一点。。。要不然就有家归不得，在公司通顶。。。早上十点就开始工作呢。。。
现在真好是一天在家。。。哈哈。。。发颠。。。哈哈!

~the-final Finally~

2009-02-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

Finally…what was expected had happened in last 15 days. The 15 days is the days we had wait 350days. That is our Chinese New Year…

This year would be my zodiac years which is COW…so means that I have group up a lot in my age. How many round left for me in my future? Sometimes I do hope not to think it because of do not want lose anything before I not recorded everything in my mind yet…(don’t know what I talking about ^^)

Chinese New Year was so happy because I gathering with much of my friend and meet a lot of those secondary friend although it not all. But one thing that surprise me is, have a friend around 10years we didn’t have chat and when we meet each other, we also did not said hi…but that day…he suddenly “woi” me…it surprising me because he talk to me. Haha…

Every year we gathering, every year we change a lot…haha…what thing had change? Age go higher, look go handsome and pretty…haha! Will our friendship and gathering everlasting? Hehe…I hope so…

This year…I only can have 9days CNY, because I was start Industry Training from 2^nd Feb, so sad to start it early…because my house…all people still very happy since I leave it and go to KL start my intern…

Sigh…working life had start…how bored of it after CNY and start working…my mood still in CNY mood…miss home so much…^^

After 1week I work in my intern company…hehe…is weekend again…I can go back to continues my CNY with my family ^^. How nice to end my CNY with my family hehe…because, cheat a lot money from my father. Ahahaha!